Tomorrow’s the big day! It’s been moved to 11:00 now, but 11:00 is better than 2:30 like it originally was. I’m still struggling with anxiety and fear. I know everything will be fine, and after the fact I won’t even care because I’ll have my princess. For now though, please keep me in prayer. Sorry I sound like a broken record asking for prayer, I’m just kind of freaking out. With Vic, my emergency c-section was so traumatic, and honestly terrifying. And since that’s all I have to base my experience of a c-section off of, I’m a bit of a basket case. I know God is in control and everything will be great, but extra prayer never hurt anything. ^_^
4 more days until Eden! I’m so excited to be in my hospital room holding her! I’m not excited for the c-section though… I’m actually quite scared about that… It may or may not be making me have bad dreams. Yes, I know I will be fine and everything will go well, but I still have fear. It’s not fun and I don’t like it. Would you please pray for me that my fear subsides? That I’ll be able to look at the positive side of things and dwell on the good, instead of focusing on fear? I could use some peace about it.